[ strong front showed ]

everyone is trying to put up a smile.
in my family.

i know.

cause.
we wont want others to be worry about us.

we hide our emotions well.
how long?

how long can we hide?
how long can we hold our emotions?

we need a place to let out.
but we cant find that place.

frankly speaking.
i cant hold out any longer.
with it the family or the work.

everything is driving me insane.

slightest thing on earth can drive me crazy.

i missed the times i had in school.
maybe i should just return back to school life.
despite the tiredness of having to work PT and study full time

but, this solution can only solve 50% of the problem.
it dont solve family problem

i want the happy family that it use tot be.
no matter what ur decision is.
i wont blame u i hope.
as long as everyone is safe and sound in the family.