[ Horrible ]

Feeling horrible since afternoon to now.

cant get over the feeling.
im really sorry

even though its not my fault.
and
very disappointed with myself for not able to help.

the feeling, is not able to be expressed by words.
but thanks to siang/cp/aunty joyce for listening to my grumbles.

but.
im so damn bloody disappointed
no amount of sorry could help.

i know u keep telling me it isnt my fault.
but
i found it unacceptable for the solution.

really sorry and

others.
give me some peace