[ loan issue solved ]

thanks jie
for helping to pay my fees first.
i really appreciate it.
=)

i slowly feel that i dont belong to this family.
somehow
its different.

i have a mom.
that chases me like loanshark for the monthly allowance i give her.
first thing i reach home:
where is the money

and
i think it shouldnt be this way lor

when we were young,
did we chase u like loanshark to get my allowance?

a lagi hurting thing she said, when i didnt even ask her for help:
"i nvr ask u all to sponsor me go china, how can u all ask me to sponsor ur school fees?"

apparently.

YOUR TRAVELLING IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN MY EDUCATION.

fuck up.