[ dearest family ]

dear all.

please sustain.
this is a bad patch for the family, and we got to get over this.

once over, a happy family it would be.

i want all family members for cny.
no one will be left out no matter what happen

no silly things allowed.

stay positive.

i know everyone in the family isnt sleeping well.
everyone fears something might happen.

so.
i want the family to take good care of their health.
cant sleep also must rest.
cant eat also must drink.

we must update each other what happen.

stay on and be strong.

loves,
huiying

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i know everyone is breaking down one by one.
stay on.
keep our fingers crossed.

this is the biggest hurdle.
either they make it or break it.

but.
wait.
female lead, have u tot of the simple love that he had given u?
female lead, have u tot of the reason that you had married him?
female lead, have u tot of ur first date with him?
female lead, have u tot of the most romantic thing he ever did for u?
female lead, have u tot of the first song he sang, the first hands holding, the first movie, the first kiss, the first time he said "i love u" to u, the first time he ever protect u with all his might, the first time that he promised u forever, the vows u had, the wedding march, the chinese ceremony, the wedding gown, the place u called home, the first time u guys walked hand in hand looking for the perfect furniture, the first overseas trip, your honeymoon, his broad shoulder, his comfortable chest, the secure-ness he provided, the jealousy he had, all of of littel little things,

doesnt all these touches your heart?
doesnt all these give him a second chance?
arent these memories sweet?

why had it turned so bitter?
where are all the love gone to?

20 years
dont come easily.
once u lose him, u loses him forever.