[ =,( ]

there's dunno how many times that im so unlucky in my life.

i must say sorry to oliver, shuwei, aunty nancy, tsj
i shud not have drop my tears in fornt of u all to make u all worry.
and
thank u
for trying to make the situation better.

ive try really hard to swallow down my tears

but

i cant.

swallowing tears is very hard.
i dunno why they fall off my face.

i cant find a shoulder to cry on.
好辛苦

ive to be strong.
thanks to jess and siang who listened to my grumbling.
really feels like crying.

never in my life i felt this way

i never like to be malign.
but twice in a month

i cant take it anymore.

why do i have to smile to people even when im really sad.
why cant i just cry it out.
what kind of life im having

the journey back home is really really long.
and i dunno where am i heading to.

i dun wan to type le.
headache and tears rolling.