[ utterly disappointed ]

dear miss wtan/retarding,

i wonder if you saw the 4 of us just now.

i hope is that YOU DID NOT SEE US THUS DID NOT TALK TO US.
and not, u did see us but siam us.

somehow im happy to see u alive,
as grandma tot that u are died.

being capture by someone
being cheated by someone
pregnant
become prositute

tons of ideas came thru our ke ai de grandma.

yeah, though u may think why she felt that u did bad things or why cursed u to get into trouble.

basically, SHE'S WORRIED.

i doubt that u read my post.
as well as retard and sijia post for u.

i always think that u had ur reasons for not coming back.
i trusted u so much.
but.
somehow.
time does drift us apart.

when i saw u at the exhibition,
i felt relieved.

somehow, scared.
scared that u feel that im inconsiderate to disturb u during work.
scared that u will scold me for disturbing ur work
scared that we caused u to lose face

yes. indeed.
im scared.
dunno how to face u anymore.

i do not had much hope and faith to see u there.
thus,
im not disappointed.

retard and sijia hope to see u
tons of people dreamt that u come back

but

i believe u simply ignore us.

anyways.
if ever ever u see this post.

please

at least give grandma and ur daddy a call.
they do miss u

everything is over already.
u had disappeared for 1 year already.

please do not wait till when something happen
den u regret.
grandma isnt old anymore.


i miss u plenty